April 28th, 2017 at 2:36 pm my life changed forever! Meeting Montravius Jr. for the first time was such a heartwarming moment. The day he came into our lives I knew what my purpose was, to love and protect! As I’m writing this article I’m shedding tears just thinking about how special that day was for us. As I held him in my arms all I could do was cry and thank GOD for the beautiful blessing that he’d given us. I held him for at least an hour just gazing into his eyes and promising him that I’d be the best mom that I could possibly be!
Being a mom is literally one of the greatest joys in life, at first, I didn’t know if I’d “get it right”. I will say every day isn’t PERFECT and there will be days when you drink a few cups of coffee just to get through the day. As a mother, my job is to take care of the POSSIBLE and trust GOD with the IMPOSSIBLE. At the end of the day, I promise it’s all worth it! As a mom, I’m learning about the strengths that I didn’t know I had and dealing with fears I didn’t know existed. I know that this is only the beginning and I have so much more to learn. I learn something about him every day and it’s really amazing! For a while, I just couldn’t picture myself being a mom but look at me now! I constantly go between wanting him to be my baby forever and being excited about all the amazing things that I’ll do in his life.
As a mom I just want my child to be GREAT, in order to do so, he will have to lead by example. In other words, I feel as if I owe that to him I WILL BE GREAT! There are several things that I will teach him that will only make him a better boy and eventually a man. WE ARE RAISING A KING!!!!
…And she loves a little boy VERY MUCH even more than she LOVED HERSELF. She calls him SON! Always remember when life gets hard and you feel all alone, remember you mean the world to someone and that someone calls you mom!